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I kinda feel like the universe is pooping on me.

Of course, I did just get off another night shift with the three yuc-yuc boys and their everlasting conversations of homosexuality, sheep fucking, pirate costumes, and, yes, poop. So please forgive any language I may use.

They tend to be the only humans I interact with anymore.

I feel so lonely and unloved. No matter what gifts or words of encouragement people are so willing to give.

I just feel alone. And sad.

I think I need to get back on the drugs. I stopped taking the St. John's Wort for about two and a half months now, but I think I need to get back on it.

I just need things to look forward to. France was really helping me out, but now that I have to replace my vehicle, I have to aim my sights much lower.

Someone want to go out to coffee with me?

It's raining out?

Maybe the universe is trying to reconcile.

Got a phone call this morning from the Grandma I don't get along so well with.

Long story short: father and his mother have never gotten along. Father's birthday was last week. His mother sent him a present. He mailed it back.

Grandma wants to give the present to me.

Two tickets to Sunday's Vikings game. Good seats.

Only problems include:

1. getting the tickets from Apple Valley to Saint Cloud through the mail to me by tomorrow
2. filling seat #2

Called thetim up cuz I know he's the person who would most enjoy it, but as this is a two day notice and jobs, school, distance, etc may have complications, I may need a backup.

Cat's freakin' out. Not quite sure why. She probably isn't sure, either.