Jill

My secret tv boyfriend is unbelievably entertaining all the time.

I am incredibly frustrated with myself. I apparently am unable to produce much more than a small scare of mild not-quite but just enough to wonder wierd things in my body. In other words, in six months I get to have another pap smear and another thyroid ultrasound. The results of both were either inconclusive or so mild (as the person put it on my letter today - including underlining) that nothing can be done now and they just recommend testing again in an arbitrarily set 6 months.

So, here are the reasons I was never cut out to be in the medical field:

1. I have to look away when any needle-like object comes near my body
2. I don't work very well with girls without major effort and especially not well with uber gossip hounds that I've heard fill many medical facilities
3. I have problems with tact. Case in point: two nights ago I commented on my husband's hair. (It was almost 1am and I was tired) My husband takes a lot of pride and care in his hair. I am too ashamed of what I said to actually put it here.
I have a very hard time with indefinites. It either is or isn't. And with medical things, this is hardly the case.
4. Someone vomiting makes me want to vomit
5. I am too selfish.

I was all pumped to go to my first class tonight when I got an email from my advisor saying that it won't start until next week. :(